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Sunday, September 23, 2007

[A Day Out on the Beach]

Well! A really cool thing just happened. So long nv blog. bUt i decided to blog this down because it meant something to me. Well, yesterday was finally the end of the prelim examinations, thankz to all those who have been praying for me! Especially YaoYi, my sheep, hahaz, he has been faithfully praying for me, really thank him for showing such care and concern for me.

Yesterday Night, was a meeting with Pastor Joaquim, and then we served the pastors at the T3 of the Church. It was really funneh, cause there were like candles on the table and the place was like romantic? hahaz but it was a nice serving the pastors, got people say we can be SIA liaoz. Actualli they just saying very good service la. Hahaz.

BUdden of cause that is not the main thing la. The happy thing that I had was going out with Zach SYL after the meeting. Been a long time since i went out with him just to go out and share our hearts and just talk about anything. He has really been a good friend to me and I really appreciate his presence in my life as a fren, of cause there are others. But I wanna thank him especially. We went to the beach after the meeting, den we started walking along east coast and just talking, hahaz, it was fun. We ended up on one of the beaches tired from walking and ended up sitting on the sand, den lying on the sand. Hahaz...so funnehz. We acty wanted to find breakwater one...budden cannot find breakwater got privacy one ar. hahaz...guess wad we did at the beach? SING! hahaz...of cause our favourite past time is to sing when we're at the beach, one of us will sing the melody and the other one would harmonise along. (though it wasn't what we did mainly for that night, we sort of talked more than sung)

Anywayz we talked till 3am in the morning...and we didn't even realised it was already that earli in the morning. hahaz...den i said i wanted to eat breakfast at mac...so we waited till breakfast time opens which i now know is 4am. hahaz....His family so funnehz, bolt the door! Den we got key open the wooden door also cannot open, in the end have to trouble Uncle Su (His father) to open the door for us. Hahaz, den after eating the breakfast i was so tired, and yet dirty with sand, so i just slept on his living room floor, cause i didn't wanna dirty his bed. So i was like actually drifting into sleep liaoz...hahaz, den he call me up ask me go his room sleep. Den he let me sleep his bed (as always), budden this time i say dun wan...cause bu hao yi si ma...so dirty den sleep his bed. Den he say nvm just sleep la...its ok one. Den when i refuse he said..sleep la...hahaz BUdden i very nice...i took away the blanket and place it on his desk, so that i can keep minimum damage. hahaz. I'm touched by his friendship, simple acts sometimes defines alot of things, and his simple act made me feel like i am special to him. =] THankz Buddy...you rockz.

Btw your family has got very good hospitality. Hahaz...realli rocks de lo! Your parents are ultra nice also, and i played Scrabble with his family before...hahaz. So fun! Heh...=] I love all my friends, and i want to thank them for being part of my life. Especially those who have stood by me. thankz. =] David Ng Yang Sheng that includes you, thankz for taking interest in my life, i appreciate you too...your just real to me, which is good. Sometimes we just get too clouded by all the religiosity that Christians take on overtime, that we don't realise that we all face struggles, we all have weaknesses. All hiding under a mask, because we're afraid that if we let the world know who we truly are on the inside us, they'll despise us. --> Stained Glass Masquerade.

Stained Glass Masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they’ll soon discover
That I don’t belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything’s okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I’ll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

*Chorus*
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who’s been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who’s traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay

Chorus x2

Well if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small

A Crate that is yet to be opened...what's your destiny? Do you know where you are headed?

Wrote On|12:17 AM|

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