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Thursday, March 22, 2007

[Career???]

Have been thinking for the past few weeks and months perhaps, what career should i go into. I am still not sure, in school they're talking about all the scholarships yet i dunno wad i wanna take in university. This is so ...dunno which career to go into. Nothing really interests me, i definitely won't want to do research work, neither do I wanna do something which is uninteresting and boring.

My church fren Wendy Yu asked me to go do the myer briggs test to see which career i am suited to go into. Hahaz...she did mention something about me liking to establish deep and meaningful relationships.I think more than having a lot of friends, I think one thing that i really treasure is a friendship that is really established deeply and meaningfuly. I think it's because of something that someone mentioned about Hi-Bye friends and friends that you can really sit down and talk to. I really enjoy having friends around me who I know care for me and I care for them. I like to be around people whom I have a relationship with( Not BGR), it makes me happy to be able to spend time with them. So when I work, i really would like to establish good relationships, not just being colleagues.

And something else, I find great satisfaction in investing in a youth's life, not refering to church work, but in a youth's life whether is it in the secular or non secular. I like to see youths being raised up into the potential that they can be, and also see them mature. Also seeing youths being assured of who they are and being confident of themselves and knowing that they are loved. I love the pleasure of investing in a youth's life, or just making a difference in someone's life and hear them say thank you at the end of the day when they've accomplished something which their potential enables them or that I have made a difference in their lives. Or just them being happy. I like to give advice to younger ones, and share with them experiences if any and just inspire them to be who they can be. I love working with youths, perhaps because of the energy the youths have (say until like i am like an old man like that...hahaz).

I also like to do planning work, and also analyzing a system and doing improvements to the system which is already in place. And also like to plan activities, i actually considered if I could do a camp planning kinda thing for youths. Those Adventure Camps that challenge youths to meet different objectives and come out of the camp different. I think its kinda cool, cause you get to plan camps and activities and also get to interact with youths and also get to do all the adventurous stuff. I think whenever you take on a new fren, a new junior a new youth, its a cool thing. I personally think that a CCA is more than just wad we're doing, but a place where we develop people, with skills that they can bring even after they leave the cca. Which includes values and principles that they can stick by. Every life is important, and I believe that we all can make a difference in someone else's life also, as someone else is also making a difference in our life. I like camp planning, i love the process of camp planning, especially with a close group of frens. I believe work environment should be fun yet professional in our dealings. I think the process of the work is as important as the outcome. If not it would just be another organization. I think what realli marks a good organization from another is also the relationships within the steering committee. It would cause the members of the company to also be involved and engaged. So in a way. i do like the family feeling in particular AHS, which gives me a feeling of home.

I dunno if i have impacted any youths, or made any difference in anybody's life before, but I am happy to do it. And i dun expect anything in return...hahaz. I do it cause I really love youths and i want them to become who they were meant to be and know that each of them are special. Not only one, but everyone of them are special in their own way. I dunnoz wad am i suppose to be, maybe I can be like AHS's Coach Daniel, hahaz...i think it would be rather cool. And if I become a counsellor, i would really love to go back to AHS to work. Hahaz...=] AHS rocks...still my favourite school and forever will be. Though things may have changed alot there, but AHS is still AHS. =]

btw, if u got any suggestions what job i should go into, drop a note...cheers. till the next time, Adieus.

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